last sunday yukuan announced that he's stepping down from cell leadership. the 6 of us will have to move over to xueli's, and combine with 10 over strangers. it was 2 hours of parting speeches & personal statements.. i just cried and cried because this guy had been leading us for 4.5 years & the speeches made me realise how each of us have grown in our own ways though the years under him. growing in our strengths & working on weaknesses, sharing openly & an indepth understanding of the many layers in each other thats so wonderful, from all walks of life coming together & accepting each other. something nowhere else can give. i dont want to take it for granted anymore, now that we have to make this transit together.

beach resort on saturday till tuesday. away from everything, w/o my phone, exactly what i'll like. many thoughts are kept unexplored as if i think it'll just open up new wounds that wouldnt heal soon enough. everything will just have on be put on hold... if only its easy.

today airport at early morning 6am potato salad berry frenzy laptop movies watching heavy rain through glass panels its really comfortable (: & tml i'll be seeing limmy charmain & eunice ((: